2012 - goodbye

Hello :) I'm currently typing his whole I'm on my way to my aunt's house in bishan for our yearly family tradition - to celebrate new year and countdown together!

Okay so basically, if you haven't read my tweets about what I tweeted earlier this day, and if u haven't follow me , do follow me now @sj13believe on twitter! I basically tweeted a few tweets summing how this year,2012 have been.

It's already the last day of 2012! Hmmmm,Anyw, 2012 is almost coming 2 an end. And all I have to say is thank you to all my friends and family members who were by my side throughout This year. Honestly speaking this year isn't a year full of smiles. In fact it was a year full of tears, anger and many more negative Feelings. However, I'm really glad that I have my special friends that were by my side and helping me get through them. In 2012 let's say I felt that I have grown more... In terms of managing lots of things, one example, my feelings.

Basically I want to thank my friends, no need to name I think everyone will also know, but ill name them yea?

Wan Xuan, Eugenia, Faye, Shi Ying, Jie Lin, cynee, Lydia , Olyvia , Shannon,Yu Ze, xie ting, Ernest, Jie ying( the cold guy but still gives me advice when I need them)
lastly jun rong( a quiet friend who always cares and is there for me to talk to 24/7)
Thank you for being there for me throughout this year where lets say lots of bad things happened... And I wasn't really my positive self. Mostly negative. This year is probably the year whereby you guys have seen me angry and crying more than me being crazy and hyper. I probably stop being the girl giving you guys advices when you needed it but the other way round instead. It was probably the year whereby I have been a really really bad kid. Thank you for still being my friend even after seeing this bad side of me :) and thank you for always trying new ways to take my negative thoughts and feelings away and replacing it with a smile on my face.
Lets keep our friendship till next year :)

Cheers! Anusha

Pardon me

Hey guys! I know I should be sleeping now but I just woke up at 10pm. You ALS me why? Ill say its cause I was super tired after pds today tht I feel asleep at 8pm. Lol! Heading to Japan later this week! But say first I haven't bought a lot of stuff! I'm like super dead la please! Also! I have officially caught a flu! Really excited! And I guess I won't be blogging a lot.

Or the tllS blog post ill blog about it after my Japan trip! My DZC post is so not confirmed! Cause I have a feeling it's a post that will scream "NO FUNNNNNNN!!!!!! ALL REFLECTION ON ACADEMIC!!" Or smth along that line' which means it might be boring to some of you.

Also my Japan trip will be up! Ill probably be posting pictures and the blog post will probably be day by day posts! Looking forward to it?! Hahaha I hope so :))

My Christmas wish list will probably be up like super soon! That post ... Trust me... Screams fun!

Bang bang last day of school

Hello! I'm finally back with part 2 of my last day of school? Wondering what I did? Well I had dinner with my beloved bang bang. Wanna know why dinner? Well cause choir and band had practise which means 6/8 of them was busy till 6.

Celebrated Ernest's birthday too! Well ill just post photos and let them do the talking! It was also our first time meeting up for the week since 3of them was missing in action due to the council trip to Vietnam. Me and Ernest didn't go cause we had a competition. Will blog about it next!

Last day of school

I'm blogging with my phone again... Hahah. Pardon me for my laziness.
Okay school's out for the year!! This means that we have 2 months of break before the start of another school /hectic year. Well we are left with 1 month f break since the post is 1 month late hahah! It's the 1st of December. How has it been for you? Mine's great so far.

How did you spend your last day of school? Well basically I spend I with my friends! It was a really happy day and well angry for me too seeing that I got pissed off at someone. Nvm not going to talk about her here and spoil my mood. So not worth it.

Okay. So during recess I borrowed Razilla's Polaroid camera cause I wanted to capture the beautiful moment of this year. I mean we are all separating class next year onwards but well...my class ah... All very cool one. Other class people cry and stuff like that, my class leh u ask. I tell u when the bell ring and when we were dismissed we just walk off like a normal school day. Hahaha :)

Well I was in class for like 1 hour after that cause some ***** approached me and yea well started shouting. Lol. After that went for UC meeting for the amazing race at ntu .
Lol after that I slacked with Elisheba and Lydia.

Had a mini date session with my babe "Faye" hahah before her ygsp meeting. Also bonded with some sec 1s :)

-to be continued-
- last day with-
-bang bang coming up-

Jalan kayu

Going lunch with good friends at JK IS THE BOOM . wahahahah. It's really nice to have Prata time together. However that place gave me good and bad memories however well I still find that place a pretty awesome place . Well Prata is nice and yummy . Those who haven try : YOU BETTER GO TRY IT HAHAHABAHAH. Egg Prata is nice with curry . :D Tissue Prata is niceeeeeeeeeee !

Ending with photos of us!

Jie Lin's birthday

It's the sotong's birthday . We will forever waste a lot of time when preparing birthday parties for friends. Hahahaha. Forever last minute and missing out this and that. Well this time bangbang and her sweetheart celebrated for her . I think she enjoyed it a lot by her happy expression. Although the whole thing was kinda epic fail but everyone enjoyed especially staying back in school laughing and talking together. We got her a tub of ice cream as her birthday cake hahaha. The weird way of us celebrating like how we did for Shannon hahaha . After all I think that birthday is something very blissful and hence we should appreciate each time we celebrate of our birthday and forever remembering these pleasant birthday memories . ^^

Signing of here with photos of the special event: our 老六生日.

Oh and a stupid letter from Yu Ze to Eugenia

National day

Was part of the contingent lol! Fun please! Everyone was like giving Mr Chan the xian face cause of his speech! The senior beside me was like cursing lol! Hehehe Jie Lin was the MC got the concert after the parade! Sec 1's performance was entertaining !

Teacher's day part 2

P.O.V:Finally I can go back to my primary school after a long time. I miss my primary school and primary school friends a lot a lot . So I was really really happy when i see them. I really miss many stuff about my primary school. All sweet memories came back like wooshhhhh !

So i changed into my uniform at unity then headed the net to train down to lakeside to go back to Rulang :) I missed the place so much! They have 2 staff room now... When I first steppe into Rulang i was shocked to see so many familiar faces lol! Everyone was like hi Anusha! And I'm like ohhhh hiiii :)))) (high pitch voice lol) in my mind I was like ( oh shit! I remember this face... What name ah? Nvm la just say hi without the name!) met Jane at the bridge lol. After that when I stepped into the canteen, wai kit called me. " Anusha ah, 你在哪里？ we at chess conner there come find us." me to Jane" 6N2 at chess corner there we go find them. In the end I saw gregory, wei zong, Wei Qing , yong jiang and wai kit. U are probably wondering where's wee kiat? I mean like wee kiat always with Wei zong one right? Lol he was there... But I didn't notice him. He was siting in front of Wei zong. And I was like talking to Wei zong for like 5 mins lol then I went to find the teachers and just like that I missed wee kiat.

After that on the way to MDm Chng's learning centre then I realised that the guy was wee kiat lol super shocked! Met Yan Ni,Lisa , Cai ling, Jia hui and clement!

Teachers day part 1 :)

Teachers day. Coming to school either excitement, expecting all the party and fun. Starting the day with the aces day which is an acronym for All Children Exercising simultaneous. It was exciting as about 20 sec 2 UCs were involved! That includes my previous Wan Xuan, Jie Lin, Eugenia, Ernest , Jency Razilla and many more ! Hehe me and Laila were super hyped up! I bet we were the only few sec 2s doin the workout at the hall! After which we had a class party which was kinda good. Lol! Miss Tao and miss koh's last day! Hehe ^^ Unique Fushion was dancin at the parade square :) cool please!

Okay bye! Ending off with a picture if y face that was drawn by wanxuan Ernest and Eugenia! We got to draw on secret agent's face too! Hehehe^^

2 types of people

I some how can you actually term someone as successful? Must one be beautiful, handsome , rich or have power to be considered successful? Well no matter what it is. I think to everyone of us, we won't consider ourself successful if we do not have the support of our loved ones, our family. To tell you the truth, no matter how rich one is or powerful in his line of business, I'm sure that person wll never be contented if he/she does not receive the attention , love and uppity from his family members.

As a Kpop fan, I often watch variety shows where the Kpop artist would talk about their parents and how some always supported them to chase their dreams where else there are some who did not support their child dreams, however as they see their child lovir and learn and improve from it slowly they start to approve and show support to their child.

Well I guess that's the difference between parents from other parts of the world to kiasu parents in Singapore. To parents in Singapore only people with money fame looks and power = successful. Must get As straight then considered I love you and I proud of you/ you are my daughter / son.

To them their dreams = children's dream. Art/ music / technology waste I time and space. Useless stuff.
Parents hardly even support their children but just crush their mindset and dreams and throw them away .

Whats the mindset of parents can
Someone tell me

I suck

Yes I do I broke another promise! Will
Blog Tmr... Abt the ndp Tmr too! Sorry too tired need energy for Tmr! Praying that i won't fall out half way during the parade! Also going to have to pray for
My mum she is having fever and she has a parade Tmr too :(

Be Right Back

This is just a super short post. A real
Update is coming up soon and with pictures this time! Yay!! I'm just going to transfer pictures of recent events Onto the computer and blog about it Tmr :) so seeya! Going to do my homework first byeee

My bad luck

Yesss my bad luck. So I just came back from a mini shopping holiday with my mum and I bought mostly jeans! And the sad thing is I bought all of them (3) at size 27! And it all happens to be very big for me!!! But the super bad thing is my weight! I gained like 5 kg ever since February! I bet no one gained that much weight compared to me :( I'm now 40++ if this go in I'll be 50 at the start of next year!


The jeans consist of my first 3/4 pants ever since i outgrown mine like 5 years ago, 1st high waist jeans and 2nd hot pants. I do own like 7-8 jeans that fit me well but they are all longggg one Idl and all the same few colours which are boring! Then today I buy the one... Haizzzz

A sigh of relieve

We had our very first Geography test yesterday and let me tell you I anticipated that I would fail. It has been more than a year since I last took a geography test and I had no idea how the format is like. And what happened yesterday was totally funny. Mrs Chan actually mixed up the time table and went for lunch. She came to class like 5 mins before the end of class, we had only 1 period of geography yesterday. And she had to eat in to our science lesson which was very important cause I'm didn't do that well for science last semester. In fact I didn't do well at all. I'm like the last in class for the girls and at least 8 boys were better than me. My level position was 100+ I think :/ don't judge.

Back to the topic, so for the ca test yesterday ... I had no hope. I studied however I struggled... I though I didn't I didn't even finish the paper. We had 20 mins to finish it. I couldn't get into my test mode I was like blankly staring into the paper for don't know how long...

And today during geography lesson, also only 1 period. Mrs chan came into class... The first sentence she said after we greet her was "I'm very sad" immediately I knew I had no hope. The class started feeling sadd... Lol! And then mrs chan continued " I'm very sad cause the whole class got distinction and I have to give everyone a prize. " that was when everyone stared at her. The whole class? Can u believe it? We started cheering immediately ahahah!!!

A new record for my class! Wee ~~ let's not get too happy okay anusha. U have Chinese test tomorrow can die one I know. And u need to increase ur level position by a lot

My cousin

This post is dedicated to my cousin lol. Why??? If you follow me ont twitter you should know that on Friday,I forgot to bring key to sch and my sister had ndp rehearsals and my mom was in sch. Therefore I was like sticker outside for 2 hours plus. I could have gone to my cousins house to take the extra key ( 1 block away only) but I took of my school shoes le... Cause it was super wet from the heavy rain in the morning. I left for school at around 545. Heavy rain then. Furthermore I had quite a few injuries. At first I was just siting down... Then when I wanted to go get the key I started having cramps. Both stomach at legs. Ai ya stomach since morning have already ><

So what did my cousin do?

The evil cousin who always bully me and scold me even when I did something good, called me. He ask
If I'm at home... I was like I'm stuck outside... He was like tsk tsk then e hang up on me leh! Turns out that he was on his way home after sending his gf home I think. After some time, someone tapped me on the shoulder. I woke up lol my head spinning around. My cousin was like standing there with the house key. What shocked me more was that he give me water to drink! Ahahah i think he know my habit la... I like to drink water one really love love. But when I exercise or under the sun right I confirm won't drink water one. Like the whole sports fiesta that day I never drink water until my cousin offered me a bottle. Cause I got
This believe that when i drink water when I'm exercising I will become weaker cause my body have to breakdown the food and water and produce energy at the same time. Totally not good. :) Wahhh I have a good evil mean cousin who even helped me to chase my neighbours cat who was siting in front of my house porch. I was hiding at the lift there for like dk how long. Weee~~ so glad! Yes I'm scared of cats!

Bye ;)

Yo!

Okay so I know that I haven't really blogged anything proper for like don't know ... Forever maybe?... And today's post in the morning was like super short! Ahahaha and well it's a bit of ranting la! But then now hor I don't want to rant le la... If I rant ppl will judge me. Better if I keep it all to myself. So now as I'm stuck outside my house because I never bring key and the cheapest way to prevent my battery from dying fast cause I think I'll be stuck here for like 2 hours plus. I decided to blog!!! Clap ! Ahaha

These few days I have been spending a lot it's like totally out of my control! I can't seem to save! I even asked y Mum to give me my next weeks allowance today! This is so bad! From next week onwards I'm only going to put $1 in my wallet and not bring my wallet around so I won't buy food! Also I'm going to go home immediately and not stay around in sch with wtf or bang bang becauseee They always like to go out eat one and I'm poor!!

Okay going to blog about smth else later on when I think of smth! Do tell me how ur first few weeks of school since the holidays ended have been!

What To do?

Sometimes I really feel like deleting this blog and creating a new one that no one will know. This way I can treat it like a E Diary. Hmmm if I post what I really want to say here won't people
Judge me? Sometimes even my own friends get angry at me... Over a blog post

#100thingsaboutme

okay so lately there's a trend on titter and it is called the #100thingsaboutme. And as usual i'm too lazy to teet it...nah actually i dont want to spam the timeline...so im going to do it here instead. AND YESSSS its
going to be a WORDY POST! :)

1. I like to sing but not in front of people.
2. I love Super Junior
3. I love RevolutionCynthia
4. My life is a mess
5. i hardly turn to anyone when in need of help
6. i feel that people find me irritating all the time
7. When im quite, im either thinking too much or angry
8. I feel like a total failure in life
9. I love to Dance too
10. I love bakingggggg!! 
11. Exercising is a chore but once it is a routine i love it
12. Im starting to like Chinese
13. I get jealous all the time...
14. I have serious PMS 
15. I try to control my temper during PMS but in the end i'll become sad
16. Im insecure
17. I like Sapphire blue ,pink and green
18. I want to shop
19. I stop saving :'(
20. Im currently broke
21. I want to be an important person someday( LOL WHO DOESNT)
22. i want to take up acting
23. Sometimes i tell myself im pretty but sometimes i laugh at myself when i look at the mirror
24. Im fat
25. I feel like stopping this
26. Im a left hander
27. I want to laugh more often
28. Its hard for me to share my problems with girls, it seems like everyone will gossip and no one ill be a listening ear
29. Im hungry againnn
30. When im pissed, i shut down completely
31. I love heels
32. I love dresses
33. I love skirts
34. I hate pants and shorts
35. But i like jeans and leggings( its comfortable)
36. I can be crazy
37. I cant understand some people
38. I want to study
39. I want to get into a double science class
40. I want to climb a mountain
41. I want a Polaroid before i die
42. I love Leeteuk
43. I love heechul
44. I love Hankyung
45. I love Yesung
46. I love Kangin
47. I love Shindong
48. I love SungMin
49. I love Eunhyuk
50. I love DOnghae
51. I love Siwon
52. I love Kibum
53. I love Kyuhyun
54. I love Henry
55. I love Zhoumi
56. I love Ryeowook
57. I want you to listen to Sexy,Free and Single NOW
58. Im listening to Sexy,Free & Single now lol
59. I feel like sleeping
60. Theres a test tomorrow
61. I want someone to SMS me now i needa talk 
62. I cant drink non flavored milk without pinching my nose
63. I cant drink Soya Bean unless its from Mr Bean and is the warm one
64. I like BangBang too
65. I like Faws too
66. I cant live without internet
67. Im an ELF
68. I love NCC
69. I cant find time to sleep
70. I always end up sleeping when im doing my homework
71. Theres never peace with me around(this is how much ppl hate me lol)
72. I got trolled yesterday
73. I love pasta!!
74. kiwi is my fave fruit
75. I love juice
76. Im a flat foot
77. im thinking to blog after this too
78. Im single
79. Sometimes my cousin is my counselor( i share stuff with him no one knows)
80. I like being busy
81. I need to be busy everytime if not ill start PMS ing
82. I used to play Softball
83. I want to go for swimming lessons again
84. Im finishing this soon!!!
85. I love salads!!!
86. i want to try bungee jumping
87. i want to go ifly
88. I love sweets
89. i want chocolate
90. i talk to people with my head or eyes
91. I can do split
92. Im born on February
93. People should never be friends with me they ill regret
94. LOL i keep saying negative stuff about me
95. i have many FLAWS
96. Im not perfect
97. I love books
98. I love my blog caus people hardly read it
99. I miss you
100. BYE

OOTD

OOTD :)

eugenia and wx day 2 ootd

jie lin ootd day 2

Jie Ying ootd day 2

SHANNON OOTD DAY 2

ERNEST OOTD DAY 2

CYNEE OOTD DAY 2

ANUSHA OOTD DAY 2

JIE LIN OOTD DAY 3

CYNEE OOTD DAY 3

SHANNON OOTD DAY 3

ERNEST OOTD DAY 3

WAN XUAN OOTD DAY 3

(BOTTOMS:JEANS)

anusha's ootd day 3

eugenia's ootd day 3

anusha and shannon ootd day 4

bottoms: jeans and shorts

ernest ootd day 4

cynee ootd day 4

day 5 ootd cynee and eugenia

bottoms: jeans

shannon ootd day 5 

bottoms: jeans

day 5 ootd Anusha and ernest

bottoms: jeans

day 6 ootd

day 8 ootd!

Day 7 ootd - school uniform

HOME

Weeee~~~ im HOME!! Finally back in Singapore!! really missing China and Bang Bang now. We had spent soooo much time together! Through Ups and Downs...but with the encouragement of everyone ( BANG BANG AND SHI FU) we made it right??? and we learnt so much about one another that we would never have know in school.

for example :
-open the window
-high moments
- the eater

okay!! thats all for this post! look forward to my trip to china sequels! with what we did everyday( 1 day at a time) to OOTD and to CRAZY moments and maybe a camwhore post  and unglam post too! Ending off with a message to my little cute and sweetest BANG BANG <3 :

Hi my dearest Bang Bang :),

how is everyone feeling now?? For me... i feel like shit. My body time is screwed. i eat breakfast at 7, lunch at 1130 and dinner at 530. i still do...even now in Singapore. I auto wake up at 6...which is weird considering hat Jie Lin was the one that would wake me up at the hotel. and i definitively miss every single one of you. Even though i know that i will be seeing everyone of you in school...but times spent in school will never be the same compared to the times spent in China. I miss morning call from Eugenia and wan xuan ( at shanghai) i miss morning calling- everyone of you ( at Nanjing). Jie Lin would call every room while i go and knock the door. I miss the knocks on the door by chen lao shi when we are late, the fast moment. I miss the moment where we would have photo shoots. Throughout this trip i felt like i was like in a band...with all of you as the members. we ate in grand restaurants :) had countless of photo shoots...u guess know what i mean right?? and we walk with swag one lol! so how do you guess feel?? comment below :) I LOVE YOU! bye

- LAO DA
anusha

Airport (delayed)

Hey guys! I'm at the airport soon! Flying real quick! No twitter no facebook no blogger for 1 week. I'll be totally out of date when I'm back! Look forward to y post then!

#theREV workout

so i went for #theREV workout for the first time today. and all i can say was it was AWESOMEEE!!! so going next week again. it was held at CCK ITE!! WOOHOO!! we ran,played captain's ball and had dinner! still it was supper fun!! we had like 100m race twice. lol! and we run for like quite a few rounds. but i really no stamina :( Cynthia ran for 4km!! <--- pro sia! ahahaha captains ball was really fun! Dinner too!! the weiweiwei thing appeared ahahahah! kay im kinda bored but it was just really fun. lol no one weiweiwei me before. lol kay bye!
prayer conference now! QT  then sleep

2 to go!

Wooo!! Yessss!! Ahahaha completed 4 papers so far : English, Chinese, history and Literature.
Nowwww real war is starting. MATHS and SCIENCE! This two paper really make me super super super worried! Honestly, I didnt have a good start with Maths this year, therefore I failed my CA. However the third test I pass!! Have been really working hard for me. Tmr... ... I just pray that there will be no careless mistakes! Especially for ALGEBRA!! I will do the long method as long as its easy for me and can minus the careless mistakes.. Pray pray! 🙏! Okayyy and the day after Tmr is.. Science Ofc. And this subject is like $}$}*<+]\#^^+{^^[+[$€\€9@£@(&: like really my results are forever like roller coaster one. Like one semester can be all A the next test drop to C then up to A one >< Friday cannot like that. I die die must get A! Must go double!! :((( help meeeeeeee!!!!!!!!


History and literature was manageable! Essay questions were not bad! Yea! I need sleep!! But I can't sleep!!! Haizzz
Nevermind I shall sleep 많은 많 은 = a lot a lot after Friday!! Have been sleeping like at 2 everyday recently except for last night cause I went into lalaland while studying. So bye!!! It's already 1112pm going to start studying at 1130. Going to blast songs for 15 mins! Ciao ~ Anusha:)

MYE week 1

So the first week? Of MYE is over!! Woooo!!! Left with the whole of next week and MYE is finally over! Can't wait! Sooo Chinese paper yesterday... Kill me man! Ready to copy 5 times during June! Got to find time... Busy already! >< anyway history next paper! Got to revise like a mad...

Screwed

Tomorrow is the start of MYE!! And I'm freaking screwed cause the first paper is Chinese. I hope I'll pass. I studied like hell Kay! More than my third test! But it's not gettin into my brain. Going to stay up late! Wish me luck!! Going to talk to Faye and Yu Ze for area chalet! They need to go! Chinese please be easy!! My June hols are packed! 1st week china, 2nd week area chalet(though I haven't ask mom) third and forth got smth but can't remember lol! Really can't spend it copying answers 5 times!


Good luck eveyone! Press on! Don't give up now!

To leave or to stay

I don't know. Friendships... Are they supposed to be broken? What are friends for? I don't know... 4 closest friend, Eugenia, Wan Xuan, Shi Ying and Faye... I don't regret that friendship made because I know they are people who I can go to whenever something happen. When something happen they always come to my mind first. I never hesitate when they ask me for help. They always know the best. But the others? Why is it that everyone else cares at first but after sometime I'm don't matter anymore. Really ?! Is there a difference in a way that I treat the four of them? I don't know. I want to leave every relationship and just not wake up tomorrow. I really don't know. Eugenia you have 1 more day to help . I want to just say bye to everyone now and that I'm sorry

Liar or friend

What are u? Tell me. I really don't know. I trusted you, did you trust me back? I treated you as one of my close friend am I one to you? Cause when u were asked to, u left our friendship to e broken. Although now we became friends again... But truly am I your friend? You lied... I gave u a chance. Do you know how sad it is to know the truth and to ask again... And to hear you lying. I don't know what to do anymore. Am I starting to regret meeting you. Am I starting to regret trusting you?

Rhapsody II

Rhapsody 2 was held at the National University school - Universal cultural centre. It was awesome! Ahahah loads
Of fun! Except that the night a bunch of losers were siting two rows Infront of me and we like gossiping -.-'' Kay anyway the noon one was. Awesome! Went with Ying and Faye. And Ying dressed nicely = no cartoon shirt. Me and Faye relieved. Ahahah. Night was with the crazy bunch of ppl, Lydia baba Bob Ben and Yu Ze . Pictures up . Unwill know what happen ahah the concert was really awesome.


Ps thanks Mardu for the night ticket


Another post for the rest of the pics with I will collect and post later on