This day

Let's just say I know that this day was going to come. But I never thought it would be this soon. You initiated the break up of this friendship. Will I miss you? This friend whom brought loads of laughter, sadness, anger? Remember the secrets we used I share? It seems like its all going to end now is it? Are we back to strangers now? Hmmm which mean we are going back all the way to last year 3 jan 11. I wonder how it will be like.

It's not your fault. Stop looking down on yourself! 加油！I believe u can do it! Kay can my last "talk" with u

Perfect

Do you know does people? That just seem perfect in everything they do? Be it CCA, Academic, relationship. Everything. They just seem to be able to do well in everything... Without living even a finger. Don't you just feel so small and useless beside them? Or even around them. No matter how hard you try to do your best, you jut get covered up by their shadow. Getting stressed till the extend of tearing just because you are stupid useless compared to them. Every time they go missing or are not around people keeps asking you " where is ___ ?" it just seem tht they will be missed by everyone. If I am missing? Will I be missed? I just can't help it. Being surrounded with people better than me every time and no matter how hard I try... It seems that I will never be the best not even in one thing.

please :'(

Please... patch up. i know i am no one to say this and that i should respect both you decisions. but these are my last words to you all. you guys made me believe in love. forever sweet and cute together. both of you made the love scene in drama look so real. its sad but...if its the right choice then im hear to support both of you even though im just an extra junior. Keep the memories let it be a motivation dont let sudden emotion destroy them. lastly, smile :)

sorry

Sorry for the wordy post...we werent allowed camera phone...the sirs can bring can! so no pictures...ill update on AWARDS NIGHT ON SATURDAY OR LATTER TODAY...SAME FOR MY BALLET EXAM!

NIGHTS XOXO :)

I LOVE YOU FAYE, WAN XUAN ,SHI YING AND HYDROGEN.

faye im sorry that u didnt see me for 2 days and u fell sick!

Camp steel!

YO!! camp started on first day of school which was a good thing ...we missed school,bad thing... the magnum ice cream school treat us we will eat it late. Camp steel was super fun as well as tiring. But you tell me, which camp is fun and not tiring?? so well it was A W E S O M E! we had a camp steel shirt too!! okay...pictures of me in my camp steel shirt! i purposely take out wear for this post one lol! especially since i already packed it for tomorrow's FSD during AWARDS NIGHT. be thankful :)

the back of the shirt.sorry for low quality.

close up view of the shirt(front)

the front of the shirt :)

At first all of us were like not looking forward for camp at all..we were like spamming twitter...lol but in the end of all us were super hyper,i explain later!

see! cant find eugenia's one though :/

SO we went to camp. split up eventually :( Me, Benji, Laila, and Tat Tze were in ThunderBird3. not a nice nameee but it was changed to Hydra in the end :) Thanks to Kenneth and Danial( i think). Our war cry " Hydra Huat Ah'' also made by them! A BIG THANK YOU!! Eugenia and Hanisah were in phoenix something (4/5/6) idk which number but their Sirs were ( SIR Nabil, and SIR Khairi both also from unity. well somehow la eh)! Phoenix lots of Unity CLTs one can! @yanyangotswag was in Sir Khairul's platoon. (thunderbird 1)mine was Sir Jonas, MamNabiilah, and Staff Ahmed. okay so they contact bag check so on went to our dorm ---> good news!! Eugenia's dorm beside me. Laila slept beside me ahaha! then went down..all of us wait for the RGS ppl then we go MPH for contact time i think not sure. No WAITT we did this thing stand according to high thing and i was one of the shortest person! freaking hell -.- im short! shorter than BENJAMIN SOMEMORE!! I dont believe can!

[ SIr Khairul and Mam Nabiilah always houting at each other in a 'fun way']

played Simon says,bow wind blow and some other thing i think...lol! ummm simon says i not bad la! blow wind blow this KENNETH LEE keep bullying me.then i keep finding ways to sabo him! so i guess that was when we started talking and then ended up as friend bah. lol i just remembered when we waiting for the other schools to come since unity is the first few school he was siting behind me when we fell in -.- slow can anusha. anyway back to the game, haha ^^ ummm one person said " blow those who are attached" everyone's head "turn to kenneth" kenneth: " I JUST BROKE UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND.HA!" tsk still so happy one lol this boy, he kenna forefit in the end! have to hold sir khairul by the collar i think in the end sir khaiul hug him until super tight,kenneth was like trying to pull away. SORRY but Not SORRy too :/

then it was lunchhh ! *yum yum*

reported to MPH aft lunch and my platoon was like behind Eugenia's!! *SQUEALS!!*

so coincidentally, i ended up standing behind her. During adjustment time i was like " EUGENIA! Eugenia! we were doing the Communication with our eyes thing after.then when she turn her head back Sir khairi was giving us a look like " both of you ah...forever together type of thing" well they having bonding time talking to one another mah! so me and eugenia did our actching up thing with our eyes. AND THEN THIS GIRL !! you wont believe what she say before she ran off to the canteen for HER LUNCH.

Conversation:

Sir Khairi: Phoenix__ go to the canteen now for your lunch,rank by rank.

Eugenia's eye: See you later...tell me what happen.

My eyes; HUH!!!

Eugenia (just before she left) : Any potential boyfriend in ur platoon??

Me(mind): wts!

Kenneth: What the hell (with a laugh)

me to her: my heart is already taken(in chinese)

DId i menion Kenneth was sitting beside me?? ppl will think wrong one u know!!

... SIGH i went for ballet exam after that... Skipped all the fun stuff :(( ballet exam post another time.

i reached camp just before dinner. cool right?? was lost cause i lost Mam Nabillah's number couldnt call her. so i just walked in steps to the canteen then i saw Sir Hafiz. he call me go there. then i go explain bla bla then in the end i go MPH to find then bla bla. played game but everyone no mood cause was tired. had dinner then TRAIN FIRE AFTER THAT. tired manx! Lee Xin super fast can! haizzz...after which those who were done fall in at the back in rows of 10 wait for everyone to finish before proceding since there was only 10 riffles. i was in the 2nd group. at the ack somehow the girls were all in the first group. '

{gossip of the day} Grace and Kenneth. LOL me and lee Xin and seeing them sitting beside each other can! and then the rows of 10 thing right,kenneth sit behind grace also lol! okay can!

then we had a confession thing all started with Danial saying his mom died when we told him to ask his mom what PMS was cause he ask us what PMS was.why he ask abt PMS? well its because Kenneth and Danial were saying smth then it made me piss off. Kenneth" sorry leh dont angry" me:'Dont mess with a girl when she is having PMS'' grave: high five with me., and then after what danial said we were like confessing bout our family...it turns out Danial was not the only one...kay... aft that me grace,kenneth,danial,laila collect nigh snack for everyone then go to the empty place below the bunk place for thunderbird. and then we finally asked kenneth why he broke up with his girlfriend. he said this "my ex told me sometime she had feelings for me sometimes dont have" i seriously wanted to laugh. but kinda sad la.

showering time was awesome! ME EUGENIA AND LAILa BATHED AT THE 3RD FLOOR TOILET. ALL THE GIRLS LONG QUEUE AT 4TH FLOOR ONE. 3RD FLOOR EMPTY. then i realised i forgot undergarments after i took out my contact so i went up to the bunk took by undergarments stuff them under shirt then go down then someone asked me i think staff ahmed lol cause the clts dorm 3rd floor mah, why come down. me "bathe here la. upstairs crowded here empty." him:"SMART". Eugenia bathed longest again can :( i always rush her one. she used to it le la. then aft that all unitians went to eugenia bunk! we did some reflection thing,polish boots and smart fold there! bonding time manx! 5girls 2 bed. my smart fold improved! IT DIDNT COME DOWN AT ALL!

next day!

my bunk woke up super early so me and laila went to eugenias bunk at 5 to wake hanisah and shykirah then we sleep on hanisah's bed all the way till 6. then do the everyday morning stuff then went down.keneeth sit beside grace again can! haha lol! then we did stuff contact time and so on. breakfast was too little! i wonder why there was no MORNING PT. i would LOVE THAT! we did some stuff regarding the compass. kenneth same number lol so we were doing together then this grace say he hinting on me.then while waiting for the small test me kenneth and laila were talking then this grace gave me the i told u talk later after kenneth went away for his group the test. then clean bunk and so one. break camp! at 3! grace was like, he will ask u for ur contact stuff one la. which he did(only fb) -.- he also got ask her one lol! i think! then she was like talking abt him in front of so many ppl but never same name than DAnial who was in the same group as me and grace for our test was trying to guess who was the 'he" and he agree with grace some more!tsk!

then we wait for the bus for 1.5 hours can! Unity i mean but super hyper! we went to the canteen for a 30 mins break. then bla bla..lailai kick me say kenneth sitting behind me i turn around lol then see him say hi. then bye bye. i tell u the SENIOR CADETS were AWESOME! super hyper manx! ALL OF US! MDM KUANG EVEN LET US BE! then suddenly someone shout " ANUSHA CHONG ZIA HUI" i gnore then another time i turn around and shout back " KENNETH LEE HONG(red) SMTH! how can i help you?'' lol i forgot the last word. okay then his school oleft bla blah. we were the last school. we went back to mph playing with a broken chair found the boys do chin up. we were like childish kids playing then...

...

...

SILENCE* no noise.

it turns out we saw Sir Hafiz and Khairi walking toward us. lol! we they reach us they ask us why suddenly so quite lol.hyper manx after that.we made mdm kuang pissed on the bus...hence we did not do a cheer. we werelike waiting for her to cool down so we can do heer but in the end...we all fell asleep. and i mean it ALL.

okay thats all for today.i took 2 hours to type this out omg.

Dearest Hydra members, lets meet up soon! it was a pleasure meeting all of you,the camp was really fun and im sure it would made a big difference if any of u was missing.

To Grace, Lee Xin, Lai la,Benjamin,Kenneth and Danial, thanks for making the camp super fun for me! Keep in touch!

Cross country

Cross country was last Friday. Am extremely late to do a blog post but well it's okay!! Didn't run :( really wanted to!! Haha me and xuan xuan were the ushers the last checkpoint before turning point somemore! Ahaha while waiting we played with dandelion and mimosa plant!! Pictures up soon! We camwhore too!! We also cheered for our class! We might no have won the trophies 2E1'12 but you know something? We won friendship. I sure you agree with me. Mr tan was the best!! He ran with like all my classmates who ran cheering them on u know?? Touching much! Best teacher award this year go to mr tan
already!

Not going to talk abt the sad thing. Oh well pictures time!

Edited: I just realised it was on dead all this while
And wasn't uploaded. FAIL max!

POP

Yup! Friday was the last training for the sec 4s and 5s :'(. We won't be seeing them for training anymore. The sec 3 will take over soon. 1 year... Time flies. I didn't see any senior crying but I heard some of them did. Anyway I'm glad I didn't see them cry. Cause later I cry?? Maybe not hahaha, I'm close to them but at the same time not. Maybe I'll cry when the sec 3 POP next year. It was fun and sad. Waiting for the seniors at the canteen to take pictures then the seniors started singing We Are Ready (NCC song). All of us started singing really loud! Gonna miss them! Pictures up took about 70 photos that day. Not much but well. Low quality la! Ofc mah is use hand phone take one mah! Will upload a few only.

Words here: to describe the pictures which will appear bellow. Cause I using phone haha. Who and who/ comments. Not in order sadly.

Shafizah and haziq. Shafizah is finally tall!!
Sec 4s and 5!
Me and sgt Jia Qi
Me and staff Mardu
Mardu, eugenia and me. Mardu fooling around. My face qianbian Oni can! Haha this picture taken by Benjamin! This person dont know what was 1,2,3. We stand there like fool waiting for him to take in the end he spazzing my phone. He stand there holding my phone we waiting for him say 1,2,3zzz
Spiderman!
Staff who failed to show off his certificate!
Staff with his certificate pointed by staff alvyn and his sword umbrella
Hazwani and her bf plus hafiyyan beside me!
Single Zilian shot with everyone I can find in the canteen. I think my dark ring and circle stand out most haha!

Hehehe

It's been 1 day more than a month since I blogged. Busy lately. Loads of things happened too. Boring. But a good news!!! I got 21/25 for my first lit test and 13/15 for my 2nd lot test! I'm loving lit a lot!! Ahahahah the rest of the subject ah... Zzzzz okay! Ppl pictures taken this week/month probably to describe what I have been doing. Really happy yesterday. Thank you! I didn't expect it really. Anther post on POP later! It's probably
The only good and fun thing that happened other than fsd competition which I had no pictures cause pictures weren't allowed.

Denzel who looks great in pink.
Cute cookie my sis gave me for Vday.
Terry. I have no idea who took this photo and how it ended up in my phone.
A photo of some fsd mates take by idk who again it was yesterday though cause it was dark. We were in sch like 625.