30 days challenge new!! + day 1

okayyyy...the new one!!30 days challenge!! credits to : my lovely senior, Nina. Do check out her blog, here @ blogger. : http://sweeter-thanrevenge.blogspot.com have a feeling i will be able to complete this! at the same time betting with my bestie, Faye, to see if i will update everyday, for everyone day incomplete, $$$1 fine!!

Day 1-

5 ways to win my heart.

1.Be yourself. just like, i'll be myself around you.it will be a lose lose situation for you and me if you can’t be true to yourself..

2. Get along with my friends. It makes my life a lot easier when my friends like you. It makes your life easier too, I promise. and I am not like some people who give up their years of friendship with the friends for a guy. I treasure my friendship with my friends a lot.I will get along with yours to. Well if i like u i should like your friends too, there is no way u can be close friends with someone totally 180 degrees different from you.

3.SINCERITY - If you’re intentions are purely sincere, then you’ll be completely honest. You see, with sincerity comes great effort. If a guy/girl is truly sincere with you, it’ll definitely be seen through his/her efforts. Sincerity reaches great heights.

4.MATURITY - Guys with maturity? THEY’RE VERY RARE. Again, most of the guys(teens) care about hanging out with friends, getting themselves a girl to satisfy their sexual needs, or just playing with video games. I’m not saying every guy in his teenage or early adult years is like that, but a higher percentage of them are than. very rare- Someone who’d understand why you’re being in a crappy mood because you’re on your period or when you just flunked a class?

5.Be kind and caring, not only to me, but to everyone around you. no explanation needed right?

New day - tests

Hey peeps, i just wanna make it official that i have given up on the 30 days challenge thing cause i find it kinda boring.maybe i would find a interesting one and do it. Recently i have lots of tests, s i did not blog i apologise foor it

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

todays topic-

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to posting( Centre of new life)

this is the church i went to for RADICAL CONFERENCE 2011!!! and it was just amazing!! Leart many new things it way beyond AMAZING!

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

hEY GUYS SORRY I DIDNT POST YESTERDAY, POSTING CHANLLENGE FOR DAY 4 AND 5 HERE TODAY!

i was super busy!! just came back at its 9.54pm now.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have - shaking of legs.

I have a habbit of shaking leg. and i find it damn unglam and irittaing so yea i wish i can get rid of it!

Day 03- Picture of me and my friends

Hey guys, its 10.38pm here in singapore. I kinda need log off now! sorry for the late post and i am suppperrrr sorry its going to be a extremely short one too. I had another tooth pluck out today,shall upload both the pics of my teeth another day! here's a picture of me and my friends in school uniform! It was take before Our Mid Year Exam. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day,hope i can blog!!

P.S RADICALLLL CONFERENCEEEE IS TOMORROW!!!!WEEEEEE

xoxo

Anusha

picture:hey guys, this is me with my cca friends,not my madness friends.it seems like i couldnt upload it!

Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name

Hey Peeps, today i'm back for Day 2 of the challenge, which is The meaning of your Blog Name.

For "theforgottenlove-xoxo" i just got it,it came to my mind.I think basically i wanted to forget about Someone who loved me!He ws okay la at first but then hor he became very irritating!!! Like idk how my NRIC no. was his Hand phone password...so not going to talk about it anymore!

For Madness it basically describes my day! Its like supper busy and like a lot of things la! so its madness and also because sometimes me and My CLIQUE of friends are mad!!!

XOXO,

ANusha!!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Okay.. i'll post the 15 facts about me first.

1. I am a mix child, indian (mom) , chinese (dad).
2. I have extremely short memory!
3. I love history
4. I am an Aunty??!
5. Iam only sec 1!! 1 not 2! am 13 not 14!
6. often called mature -.-
7. hard for me to sleep without aircon unless i am supper tired.
8. I am not an morning bird though i will never be late.
9. I preferbeing friends with aliens that ppl who are like teacher's pet.(it all depands on how you treat me, in my life,i have a rivalry with the later)
10. I accepted Christ into my life and my parents does not knows.
11. My life, i think,is boring.
12. I have a romeo faye
13. I have a girlfriend Wan Xuan
14. I want to go shopping again!!! With my frewn
15. I want to go for more Lg events!

This is a recent picture is like super long ago. It seems that i stop taking photos of myself of photos of me with my friends anymore.It was taken on 23 APRIL THIS YEAR!! seeee how looonnng ago? actually there is one i took in the june hols but it is an group photo so my face super small la. so here it is!! the picture!!

The 30 day Challenge!!

Hi, ;) I came across the 30 day challenge in the net and i really really really wanted to try it out. a few reasons why. (1) I have not been updating my blog regularly in stead i only blog when i remember la so i think when i take up this challenge it will like really encourage me to blog more. and lastly,(2) I FIND IT COOL AND FUN so yea, i really want to try it out.

the 30 day challenge!!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.

will post my 1st challenge now, but i'll write it in another post cause this post is kinda lengthy.

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The weekend!!!~

Okay...if you had followed me on Twitter ,My account(SJ13believe), you would have known that i am going to tweet about like why i have been emo, feeling useless stupid and bla bla, if that's why you are here, you got to stay on till the very end of this post cause I'm going to leave it for the last. dun wan it to spoil my mood!

1st! The sermon that Sister Wan Ping preached yesterday was Awesome!!! I learnt so many thing and it actually made me happy!! I was emo from Friday night la! The sermon taught me that whatever i am suffering is to refine me into a better person!!! It reminded me that whenever i am down, i can always look for my Father, My God!He is always there for me. Favorite quote of the day, " I have a weak leg, but a strong Father"!!

2nd!! Radical conference 2011!!! WEEEE~~@@!! Don't miss it!! I'm counting down!!Left with 5 more days!!! Still Praying for those whom i have invited to say yes!!! yes, yes,yes!! Please!!!! Praying!! I'm not going to be late for this! Its a big event and its going to be a blast!!! You want come ? PM mmeee on facebook if not invited!!! hehe ^^ my class about 5-9 ppl coming!!

3rd!!this is a conversation i had with someone(2people )la, lazy type everthing.!!

me: i just feel so usless and dumb

• its like as each day passes,i find more and more reason to hate myself
• just like i tweeted.
• then my mood swing like keep changing then i super stress keep shouting at my classmates also when its not their fault.
• its like, i dun wan be UC or YGSP student nor a class councilor anymore i just want to gain respect from the class mates and be normal. i find myslef useless. its like i am laughing at myself. Its like when i look back for the past 6 months i find myself like doing nth.not respected like tat. like people come to me when they need help only.
  then i want to like resign but then its like my mum will be sad.
  its like i am not wanted by so many ppl. its like i am like ah dong arul and laila. in the class councilor but hated by students
  its like i want to cry but i dun wan to be alive i want to be dead like my dad.
  everytime i see post of my pri sch friends who cut themself i want to do it too! but i want to keep doing it till i die!
  i just dk what to do anymore. always my worries will be gone on sat and sun but when ever i lose my temper it comes back.
  the big list of why i hate myself and why others hate me.
  i even go to the extend in which i doubt my friendship with them?i wonder are they my friend cause of Faye?wan xuan?shi ying?or me as a vice chair or me?really me? somehow i find ppl talking behind my back. and u noe they just dun trust me! accuse me some more of putting a paper in Laila's wb saying stop being a teachers pet!
  and i told her it was not me? she didnt believe and i can tell u she said
• this in her mind.i didnt noe u were a liar!how could i have been ur friend
• . looking at her face i noe she doesnt like me anymore!

A big thanks to Ethan and Yu Ze for cheering me up that night!!! hehe ^^ the only two ppl i saw online on FB late late @ night!!

Mood swing day!!

Okay!! I dun noe why i like me during PMS day!! Moodswing like from happy to sad to emo to hyper!!! Must be because of the teeth!! Mouth is aching!! Still praying that i can go church tomorrow~~!!not going to update much abt today just two things to write 1. letter to someone. 2. confession!!!

1. Dear XXXX.

Its not that i dislike you. Its just that you often supprt others instead of me. Sometimes, i find myself thinking that you are my friend because of A and B, and not because of me! If you have seen my twitter you noe that i have been feeling bad!! just how much d you value our friendship may i noe??? I'm sad to have trusted you so much!!! booohooohoooo But i dont care any longer!!I'll love you for who you are like how JESUS AND MY FATHER(GOD) loved me no matter how broken i was and am.

yours sincerely,

XOXO

2. Today, i saw ____ at canteen, during class and curriculum time! went ubber hyper!during the whole lessons and even during recess breaks, i kept thinking of him.(fake) just keep laughing whenever ppl talked abt it!! even when faye was tapping me, i was daydreaming,<---not true!! was just ignoring her cause ppl will find out if i listen to her and laugh or poke her or smth. not even notcing her hahahaa ____ is just like the SJ in my heart, my idol 4ever. and i love him but not more than God and Jesus! I love Jesus more!!!

KTHXBYE

just a bit exaggerating but it shows how much I <3 ____ as well s sj! BUT NOT MORE THAN MY GOD, MY FATHER AND JESUS

!

Thursday 14/7/11

Happy birthday to Wan xuan, happy birthday to you!! Yeap peeps! its wan xuan's birthday!!! hehe ^^Today was mr. Rodney's lesson for lit!! It was super fun!!!!okayyy i have nothing much to say except that i'm back from the dentist. Pluck one of my tooth out! although 2 hours already mouth still numb! still can't eat!! and talk! wonder wats going to happen in school! Braces for upper jaw will be put on next thursday!

Boys - Innocent or WHAT???

Okay today got swimming la for PE! then you noe got that thing cannot swim right???But dk why my class the girls got about 7 ppl hab so we sitting down listening to music! then the boys simming 1 person ask "Never bring swimming coustume ah?" 2nd person ask " Sick ah?" Everyone was likeya ya!! All of us PON togetherrrrr(sarcastic)! Then near the ending we recieved a message fro Yun Liang he broke his arm so also never swim! he said"why u never swim?" then casey replied I got that thing LOL. I replied Same as casey LOL! then he replied us WHAT???? we were like!! .___________. are boys always so innocent????

And dear Yun Liang Please do not spam call my phone on saturday like last week! I told you, i in church! how you want me read your phone message?

KTHXBYE

Anusha :D

NCC'11 Battlefield

Hey ^^ Sorry for not updating yesterday!!! Had a busy but fun day @ somewhere for NCC!! Will be getting our Total Defence Badge cause we completed our Battle field camp and we passed !! Everyone passed la!. So it was the first day of my menstration cycle yesterday was pratically rolling on the floor aft i came home so yup! Didnt blog!! kekeke ^_^ It was ubber fuun!!! Something like amazing raCE !! There was this group of girls who were like ABCDEFG HEEEYYY! HIJK Heyyyy!! LMNOP Hey!!! QRS HEY! TUV HEY!.... i was (you noe mood swings) i was pissed (sorry) and emo!! but got to thank them!! I laughted till i cried like really!! All of our members did!!

Congratulation TO Benjamin's, NIck, Yi Kai's team for scoring first and there was 12 groups!!!! WOOOHOOOO UNITY ROCKS!!!!They scored 6 station 100 % and the other 2 station above 75%.

Saturday - Officially the best day of the Week!!!

Hey!!! <3 yup!!! Saturdays are officially the best day of the week!!! WEEEEE why>???? Easy!! _ Its the day where i goo to Church(COSBT - Church Of Sinagpore Bukit Timah) To Praise The LORD!!!! On friday, i recieved a message from Isaac the guy who sit behind Faye!!! *sidetrack* I'm sitting with Faye agian!!! Our teacher changed our seat! And Shi Ying is siting infront of Faye. Wan xuan is siting beside Sy's partner in the next ro!! then Yu Ze is siting behind her (WX) which is super good! I think he needs lots of help! Then Meei Shen is siting behind Yu ze who is siting in the next row beside Jun Rong who is siting beside Isaac! Which Is SUPPERRRR GOODDDDD!@! Cause Me,Faye, Isaac,MeeiShen, Sy,Wx all accpeted CHRIST into their lives!!! WEEE Jency is siting beside Wx who is born as a christian! Jun ROng Likes super want to!!! Praying for him!!! Yay!!! Shall pray for my class and see more of them getting impacted!!!*sidetrackover* He asked me "Hey, i'm really intrested abt the Church you guys go to. Seems so fun when you faye shi ying and Jun rong talk about it. Mind giving me some info?" At that time, i was eating my dinner. so i replied...give me 5 minutes i eat finish will give you the details on FB. he was like okies!!!

So on saturday we went for D/S!!! at the chicken rice stall!!!Had D/s!! Shall start doing QT!! Fill super bad!!Leanrt new things! hehe^^ So aft d/s we left like 1plus or smth cause Cynthia need go for Pre service. I never go haha ^^ cause waiting for isaac! So when we were leaving saw Ethan!! hehe!! before we saw him faye asked me a qn"where's the bubble tea shop?" So the first thing i said to Ethan was 'Where's the buble tea shop?" hehe asked him that cause i think he shld noe since he knew where the chicken rice stall was!! Asked him in the morning think i woke him up :/ asked him cause Pamela was having her Prelims Oral!! hehe ^^ she said it was easy so (Y)!

Okay!! Isaac accepted Christ yesterday!!!He was a banana though, yellow shirt, Yellow shoes!!

umm...had the elections yesterday!! hehe ^^ Cynthia said my votes were similar to what she thought! SO yay?! okay that's all for now!! Will update you tmr Bacially my plans for tmr are:

School till 11.15. i think then battle field camp(NCC) till 6plus bah!! Wish to watch movie with sis @7/8 plus @west mall! nth else!

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FREAK OFF MY LIFE!!! KILL ME IF YOU WANT TO!!!

Why don't you know how to cherish what u have now?Why must u blame me fer everything?everyone sides you and hates me..fine i get it..your the favourite and im the hated..i get it..but once you put urself in my shoes and realise what i have to go through..i will be thankful to god that im not you..stop trying to blame me for everything.maybe i should just slack outside then come home coz right now,i feel more wanted,happy at school than at home..since ur the favourite! i have been patient with you..you scold me i don't mind..i just keep quiet..but i'm ur older sister. i have had enough if ur shitty attitude..It has been 13 years! Me giving in to you. Me getting all the beatings!! Me getting all the scolding!!! You only tell mne you love me hen i block you from getting the beatings!!! My birthday you forget!!! Your birthday, you say i HATE you! say i dont care! You dun even know hat i have done for you! When you got no money and mummy don't give you any extra Then you come to me! then what i give you! Always also me, when i ask you for smth you say no!!! Then when i ask you to lend me something or if you see my thing then what you say ? :" why must i lent you??? / Why will i take your shit stuff???" My stuff so shitty to you then you take and use for what?? Ask me lend you for what??? Everything you want i give you!!! then what!!!!! Freako you think what being youngest so shuang ah!!! You want kill me then kill la!!! Always say wish i dead!!!! I give you knife you use it and KILL ME YOURSELF LA!!!! F*** YOU LA!!!! I go away better!!!! At least when DADDY at home he will praise me when i do something good or when i get good result! All mummy does is okay ... you can do better!!! FORGOODNESSSAKE!!! I GOT ALL As and obnly failed chinesess and i got scolded from her YOU LEH???? PASS 2 / 1 Only!!!!! I got 7 plus subjects leh~~~!!!!!!!! KILL ME I"LL BE GLAD!!!! 13 years andthats all i can take!!!!

YOU HAVE OFFICALLY CROSSED THE LINE!

CHURCH!!

Its AMAZING as usual!! haha!!! had fun!!! okay stomach giving me problems!!! must be from yesterday PT :( sad thing!! i can't log in to twitter!!!!

♥ ♥ Updates!! ♥ ♥

Okayyy it has been 1 week since school started and well its a Saturday today!!! Yay!! this means CHURCH!!!!Yay right?? Sad thing is My sis won't be able to make it as she have school!!! and tuition!! :( Another sad thing is... Faye's Not coming!!! ---> She went genting at about 4 plus in the morning!!! SHe as super not happy because it was budget terminal!! haha ^^ i want to sit on one!! She was super sad, written all over her twitter! BUT after all we go to Church to PRAISE GOD?THE LORD Not for friends!! I'm currently Yum Yum!!! Nasi Lemak@@@ Eating this every Saturday after moving in to CCK!!!

Okay NCC camp was fun!!! PT i ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ IT!!!Amazing race was super fun!! made new friends! meet new Sirs!! got my NCC t-shirt!! The Chalet was super fun too!! hehe ^^ Leanrt new things!!! Then the usual weekend...did a lot of unpacking and tyding up of house!! sleep lots too!! cause like average sleep of that week was like only 3-4 hours maybe 5... On saturday...lots of good thing and new things happened!! Brought Jun Rong to CHURCH!! Vicole invited him..i bring him hehe ^^ cause vicole busy!! Although He did not accept Christ on saturday he had a great time there and i think he wants to WAIT is not a think! he wants to!!! when i asked him he said cause he could not come every week so he didnt accept CHRIST into his life! Found out from vicole that he lied to his mom and came last week! okay so met faye and pamela plus Jun rong to go church tgt! my uncle sent us! yup!!!!

Monday school starts!! i love lit a lot!! like super LOT!!!! So yup!! nothing much!! hehe ^^ then that leds to today!