Day 16- something i always think what if aboutt

Day 16- something i always think what if aboutt...basically everyyear i think differently about the What If... for this year well lets break it to 4 categories.

1. Studies.

2. Family.

3.CCA

4. friendship (full pack of drama, 100 % confirm.)

For no. 1 it would most like be ' What if i scored better?" what if i studied? My results are dropping! this is bad! judging from where i am now, i won be in the first class in sec 3! I needa pull my socks high! Gosh! 17 ppl i needa kill! i need buck up on my chinese! Its dragging all my subject marks down! No!!!

For no.2 it would be like " what if i am closer to them? what if we can be last time? what if i stop shouting? what if daddy didnt died last year, what if i cant find a job in 3 years time? what if i can't cope with my studies plus work at sec 4! what if mummy retire early? STRESS!!!

for no. 3 ould mostly likely be - what if my drills are not up yo standard. what if i forget to bring this. what if i cannot remember then things. what if i said smth wrong. what if i screw up. what if my hair is not neat? what if my bearings are not up to standard.

for no. 4 is what if he finds out? what if our friendship is ruin? what if the secret spreads? what if my friends leave me? what if my friends are backstabbers? what if my friends pull me down?

My thoughts are mostly NEGATIVE!!! I HAVE LOW sELF ESTEEM!