Fever

You know?!? Those type of fever that starts with your trots feeling dry then it feels super dry. No matter how much of water you drink, your throat feels like burning. And then you start getting muscle cramps/ ache then your body started feeling stiff totally. You can't even bend down to take smth cause u feel the pain? And then ur fever starts going up down up down... Just like a roller coaster ?? Well I'm flipping experiencing this at the moment. And it just have to happen during this period of time. When I'm like pretty much extremely busy and schools going to start . Oh well I WILL recover in no time! Trust me. I don't fall sick this often and it never lasts at least I Wong let it last

Wishlist

hehe ^^ Hello!!! How's your Christmas so far?? Christmas eve was awesome!! Went to church for Christmas bash! i tell you it was FLIPPING AWESOME!!!! hehehe ^^ i learnt that word from Pastor Matt Fielder!!! hahaha! He is the best! After that we went to Leanord's house for dinner! i love my lifegroup!! :DDD <3 <3 <3 Christmas not that good...hehe^^ was stuck at home doing chores! went to little india then sarahs home! watched letter for god! then now im at my cousins house.


i dont believe that i just spent 1 paragraph talking about my week??waste of time like seriously...confirm boring as always. If you all follow me on twitter you would know that i never ask my parents for anything!! hehe ^^ allowance/food./presents...everything. if forget then forget can! Hence my wishlist has been growing bigger and bigger! so today im going to edit the wishlist!! hehe ^^
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1. Charm bRACLET (ever since i was p3!) hahah :DD childish but i likeee'
2. Dresses!! ( i <3 <3 <3 it) i have loads but i want moreeee'
3. connector rings! ( i own one but i broke it Zzzzz)
4. earpiece! (i own not a single one hahaha)
5. sunglasses! the last time i own one was like 6 years old??
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Worn out but excited!

Hey guys ! I'm blogging with the app blogger on the iphone for the first time ever!!! Just downloaded it during lunch break at ballet coaching class. Am kind Of worn out this week but I am extremely eggcited for YI camp which is on Sunday, special meeting with pastor Matt fielder Tmr and christmas bash next week! A loong weak a head but I'm sure it will be awesome! All these events are so happening are you looking forward to it like me? You better be!


On the train home, next station kanji . Tiredddd. Well , I went for my first ever Fuel Prayer Meeting yesterday it was awesome! Muahhahahahahahaha :))))
#redtribe!!!!! 2 more days to YI camp!!!!!!! Weeee ~ bette start packing my bag

Blur sotong

Haizzzz I am really a blur sotong . All these worries, responsibilities, all these task I have to complete. It's just getting out of control. I can't keep up with very thing anymore. Seriously... Stresssss. Stupid email , was suppose to send Shan Yao the photo last night then I send then email never send me the failure thing until lunch time today. Booo do now I must go home and send shanyao the email before night ballet class. Grrrr . Im just looking for someone to blame . So I decided to blame ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Technology !

Wowwwwwwww! Lol anyway I'm currently waiting for ballet class

To start. Then 2nd half of today's lesson. Just 25 more minutes! Times

Flies really quickly. Hahahahahahhaah I told Faye and sy abt my

Conversation with hydrogen last night. She say very... (fill in the words yourself) . U didn't tell shinying but confirm Faye tell her le. Hahahahahahhaah :)))) typing with phone now I never brig laptop today if not i resend the email already lol. Okayyyy lol! This is an extremely

Funny story . Okay so during lunch yesterday (I had Pds training) the bus took my phone and play with temple run lol. Then they very nosy, ask me if my message have anything want read lol. To make them keep quite I said yes.actually nothing lol then they think unlike somebody then thu keep asking me who. Lalalal I am a very suborn person. Hehe^^ actually got personal messages between me and Faye la so ya. But hahahahahahhaah saddddd. I have nothing left to say leh howww??? Byeeee!!!! My battery going flat already I still have ballet lessons at night! Inshall charge my phone at home later before i go for night lessons. 1ore

Kind. Anyway the grade 6 dancing character now! Our grade. 7 reverence super hard siaaaa!!! Hiazzzz stressssss. Kay bye :)))

Imma

Bored so here's a pic of ballet shoes? 0h if unfollowed me on twitter u would have seen them

Before. They are pei Shan, Amanda , Joyce and me! Okay nvm idk how to blog photos using phone

ME

Ummm...okay so i was thinking. Yesterday when Sister Wan Ping was preaching about the Covenant of honesty...i felt really guilty.REALLY. ...always people ask me how are you? you feeling okay?? what happened? obviously somethings wrong with me, but i would lie every single time. yup,i'm fine. dun worry. its nothing la is all i would say. Sometimes...i'm just too afraid. Afraid of what, you may ask. the answer is... I don't want people to Pity me or judge me...that is why its hard for me to tell them. Also...its very hard for me to get close with someone. I'm like a stranger to everyone hahaha ^^ actually i'm quite close to the lg ppl la...but i scared they judge me or pity me if i tell them. so yea i dont. SO todayyyyyyy... i'm just going to blog about 20 Facts about me!!The facts i give,i promise will be thoseee a lot people dont know about me one can??? like this,better hor? No???

1. I get angry very fast, over small matters too.(but my anger go away very fast also)
2. Over some things,i am extremely sensitive. ( like when someone wins me)
3. I set my expectations up high,really high.
4. I will never let myself off if i fail to meet the expectations.
5. I have Serious LOW SELF ESTEEM
6. i like to torture myself mentally,if i failed. (failing = not meeting my expectations)
7. I like to receive compliments ( but its hard come by, cause i'm me. not her)
8. I find it easier to talk to guys than girls,cause girls tend to gossip.
9. I have frequent mood swings.
10. I have not been laughing (real laughter) ever since 26 May 2010.
11. I over-think a lot.
12. When people say that A is good, and then say i am not bad after they say that...i take it as though i am 10%/100% good.
13. I can shout extremely loud.but when i am asked too, sorry i just have butterflies,and i cant over come them. even if u give me 1 hour
14. When i have a hard time, i wont say it out.I'll just let you know through my face.
15. I jet jealous super fast.
16. If i don't like your attitude, i dont care if we used to be friends. BYE BYE
17. I find it hard to reject someone when he/she ask me for favour, even if i dont want to.
18. i am not a quite and shy person
19. I like to study at night...when there's absolute silence.
20. I take critisms seriously...because i believe i would fail again if i do not know them,understand them and change them.

Holiday

Shutting off lappie soon ~ too tired already,its only11. so yea, since i havent blogged in like 9u83786765268797 years and you guys probably went !@#$%^&*&^^%$!@$#@#@%^% checking back realising i didn't blog. Yea, i know. Yes, you can sue me for wasting ur time. i understand how you feel LOL. because when i am bored...i go around reading ppl blogs. so yea.

okay...yes...but really you cant blame me, i am seriously knocked out. This is the only holiday when i wake up,the latest at 8. (weekends). i am soooo tired now a days...usually when i get back home , i take a shower immediately and sometime i knock out in bed bed, just waiting for my mum to cook dinner finish. which would take less than 5 mins. but thats how tired i a,. i have to sleep even though its 5 mins. - pause, phone kenna spam smses-

-back! Michelle Nah smsed me,this late at night-

Okay so yea...yes i made too many commitments this holidays...but so far, NO regrets...none at all. yea...its making me tired,worn out, makes my mood go all crappy,brings down my self esttem and whatever ...you name it. At least i dun waste my holidays spending time here and there, sleeping in late, using comp,eat sleep = gain weight...at least right now im liking it.

- beep, sms again. BRB-

yes...i dont get to spend much time with my friends. i feel guilty for cancelling all the plans people make. just to see me, talk to me. some times i have to cancel last minute because i forgot i have this or that...and it not once,twice or thrice. sometimes i think they are starting to think i am ignoring them. but at least they understand right? DO you?

okay so yea, im going to end my post here. sorry!for the short post! hence here's a little treat :p

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say cheese! ME with Pei Yi!

signing off here! Nights!