The worst day ever.

Today.

Yes.

Today is the worst day ever.

What happened?

Parents Teacher Meeting Happened.


So  lost. I don't know where am I.

The best place to be now, would definitely be the place my dad's at.

Living in this world, is definitely not the best and wont be the best.

Its full of hate, lies, anger ( this world I mean)

Yes, although I would have to die to be there, At least my dad knows the truth. At least..he does.

I mean yes, he would be disappointed with my result just like how my mum is. At least he knows the truth - unlike my mum who doesn't know anything and choose to believe my teachers who know nothing over me.


At least my dad know where is the line.

At least he understands.

And if he was alive, he would Stand Up for me. He wont let others bully me...like what is happening now.

Now.. everything just hit bottom rock.

I just want to scream out loud. Not be judge. Not be alone in this cruel world.

Don't want to feel this lonely, out of place, sad, and be a dispointment.

I want to feel happy once again.

I want to laugh.

I want to do well.

I want to be top in class once more.

I want to be top 50 in the cohort again. I don't want to be bottom 50. lets not even mention bottom 30.

I want my dad.

I want my mum to understand me.

I want my teachers to not be judgemental.

I want everyday to be as happy as before.

but who am I kidding. Life is just that unfair.