No. Friends.

Friends. A bad idea.

Truly, I feel that we , all , should not have friends.

Whats the point of having friends? Close friends? You share your problems with them, they get to know about how you feel, what you are thinking about. In the end, you just hurt yourself.

Making Friends is Stupid.

It makes no sense anymore. Everyone is trying and wanting to be friends with everyone and not anyone. If you are not cool, popular, they don't want you. They keep mum, totally, when they are around you. They make the effort to be your friend... after some time, they just lose it. They give you cold hard stares, cold shoulders and talk behind your back.

Like I said, making friends, that's a one ticket to die. You are just going to be attached to him or her. Once they leave... you just feel lost. totally. and FRIENDS LEAVE ALL THE TIME.

Life doesn't stop.

Im in the loss.

They continue life, as though I was never part of it. maybe that's what they meant by everyone will be thankful if you leave.

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Shall get back to bio. This sucks.

Stop.

You don't know me. You don't know what im going through..what I face every day.
Do you ever have friends...who looks at you, smile at you. Behind you, they despise you.
They send you hate, on ask.fm. in a nice way. therefore they don't appear bad.
The indirect tweets which points at you.

Really.

To me.

Must you?

What have I done? I have been constantly asking all of you for my flaws the best 2 years of our friendship.

I have taken in the feedback and improved myself for the better.

No. You just don't see that..do you?

I understand truly. Therefore, just like what you wished and she wished. I will leave. slowly.

Its sad really. That at the end of the day, I have no one to approach. Its all left with me and this screen.

No One will ever love me for who I am or accept me for who I am.

reason? simple.

I cant even love myself or accept myself.

Y.lead Part I

Aloha! Today I'm going to blog about the 2013 Y.Lead Seminar held at River Valley High School, SG. It was held on 15th July 2013 to 19 July if I am not wrong. I literally missed the entire week of school, which is a bad thing because secondary 3 is like stress.. 1 day and you cant catch up and for this im missing 5 full school days. Further more, its like term 3...the teachers go full speed. Eventually I think it was a memorable, fun , new and enriching experience. It wasn't so bad after all. Today I'm Just going to talk about my group...Group 41 a.k.a MUCUS 41 which was the best group in my opinion. I'll leave the commencement night to the next post which will consist of 85% pictures I think... hahahah. that is a very lazy job of mine. The 15 hour challenge will be in a different post as well.

Background info. : credit to : http://www.ylead.sg/

The theme for 2013’s seminar is “The First Step”. It conveys the point that any attempt to create change for the better starts with the decision to make a difference through action. All too often, there is paralysis of initiative from indecision, trepidation, a fear of failure and general inaction. Hence, the seminar intends to motivate the participants to take action and start a project or to be involved in a community initiative. However, bearing in mind that the participants are fairly young, the seminar will also equip them with the necessary skills and awareness to have the confidence to embark on their own leadership journey.

The seminar is a platform for youth representatives from asian nations to acquire an awareness of the need for good governance in the bid to solve or at least mitigate many of society’s problems. As such, the programme consists of opportunities to dialogue with senior civil servants to understand the motivation and thinking behind the formulation of policies, initiatives and long-term plans to guide Singapore along on the path towards economic, social and political stability.

There will also be a panel discussion to allow industry leaders from different fields to share their thoughts and passion for their work as well as their approach in dealing with challenges that crop up.

 

SO YEA...that's all I can sum up for what happened. So it was most like dry stuff but other than that the group activities and the 15 hour challenge was plain amazing.

Group 41. They. were a bunch of amazing kids. Trust me. you missed out a lot about us. Honestly speaking yes we did not win any awards. My group was the only group consisting of unitans who did not win any award. However, when we reached back to Unity, and while sharing our experience I found a lot of them who envied my group..from the excos point of view cause they went. Many of their groups have cliques are have kind of lots of internal conflict and theres a barrier. throughout the seminar they said they I seemed like I was having a lot of fun.which truly , wont be true, if it wasn't for the amazing group of people I had. Although we were really quiet at first and was 'shy' but we kicked not bad. when we started getting hyped...that's where its gone case. Many funny incidents... the moments before our skit performance, the closing ceremony, lunch, commencement night, whatsapp, 15 hour challenge..well its amazing and I have made too many memories which till date I do think back and still laugh at. Theres too many things to be written about... but these shall remain personal. I LOVE YOU MUCUS. thanks Zhi Wei for thinking of our group name and unofficially becoming our mascot. Thank you ShiYa and Zhi Wei for being amazing facils .
Deeply in our hearts, I still believe that we...all. still.... SHIP... YU WEI SHI

me and laila. we were 45 mins early...in fact all unitans were.

at the opening ceremony

all girls pic

group photo + facil + grp 40 facil

Day 1 lunch

day 2 photo w/o me as I left early

some photos are still in my phone... lazy transfer..

I still have 80+ photos which consist of both the 15 hour challenge and commencement night.

 

I shall end it here.

seeya.